Already gone

I'm here, but already gone.
A new house that soon will be my new home
A new city that soon will become my new city
I feel light surrounded by heavy boxes
Strange days when you know where your future lies
but you are afraid of letting go of your past
maybe it's the fear of being forgotten
maybe it would be easier to stay
but you can't do that.
A new beginning
a new chapter
a new page
it's the end of summer
it's beautiful to run while the rain is soft and nobody is around
my thoughts are in my head
my life is in a box

I will never be a tree